Reviving Titus

THINGS U SHOULD KNOW ABOUT MAISARAH (:
and stop thinking you know me
oh glory
brain blast!
we just want the airwaves back
BORN FOR THIS



oh yeah, GOSH, im so full of myself, right? and you're not?

lemme do what what i wanna do, and to heck with it if it looks damn fcuking stupid. i am me, and you are you. so leave me be, and stop making those faces. you don't need to tell me anything anyway, cos in the end i somehow know.

i'm still the loner in the crowd. whatever it is, i'm the odd one out. i guess..i'm just wandering about. even on the crowded MRT you'll always see, you'll see a space all around me; somehow, in one way or another, keeping others out.


oh im counting down to the days i pass out from band. im dreading each day, nothing to look forward to. energy all drained. i dont do well in it anw, so? what should i do? i've never been good in music i guess, i just like to fool around. and everytime im in band i feel even more alone than ever. God save me. i feel sick. i feel exhausted. i feel used. i just wanna go back, God. to a place i know people are real and true to themselves. people who don't give a damn about looks, fashion sense, intelligence, but the heart.


gosh wtf am i doing? im wallowing in a pool of self-pity again, like i always do.


i hate updating. every post gets stupider each time. -.-