Reviving Titus

great song, wei ling (:
la la.
everyday, of our lives.
change is good.
BON VOYAGE (:
you're thinking irrationally again >:(
OHYEAH HEE (:
& at the end of the day
so technically, so technically.
MSG BUSTER u suck! :b



oh its wonderful, really.
now i have a room of my own.
bye bye sis.

ohhhhh privacy is mine, baby.

i can now dance & sing & jam (when i say jam it means i am strumming G on my guitar continuously cos thats the only scale i know) & cry & wail & recollect & recall & many more re-stuffs.

so anyways. talking about dancing. i cannot dance lol. i like contemporary, but i suck at it. i love watching so you think you can dance though it makes me feel very very inferior.

but i daresay i am quite okay at singing. i said okay not awesome. im kinda shy to let people hear me sing. i think only farhanah & my sis have heard my real voice. farhanah said i have an 'okay' voice. my sis said 'maybe' (what a minah).

i've been looking at the mirror nowadays a lot & i know i am ugly. like who the f**k will fall for me right. i look at wei ling & shahirah & hui ying and i feel damn inferior again. wei ling & farhanah said i have too low self confidence/esteem. i know its true. but i guess i cant change it. i keep looking at people & comparing themselves (e.g. looks, body, intelligence, persona) to myself.

i realised i have so little friends.
maybe i should stop loving. cos im like a super jinx la.


& oh i actually watched soccer today, cos wtf there is no more tv thanks to olympics. >:( ITALY VERSUS BELGIUM. belgium oh belgium. my family says that belgium players are dirty. i quite agree. they rock at being/playing dirty. referee is really blind, bo. why cant they have tv referees or audience referees. that'll make the world a better place, i know.

anyways, i wanna go to thailand with the whole band. i think it would be the first & last trip i will have with my section mates. i really do hope i could go. & wei sheng too. lets all go, we need some quality time together, i swear. i wanna know you guys well before i leave the band and (gulp) commonwealth so that i know i will definitely have no qualms or regrets that i didnt make an effort to know you guys better. i love you guys, serious. i really do. you guys are the best people i've ever met in my life, especially wan ping. thank you wan ping- you give me really good advice about everything i've ever questioned you of & you're the funniest. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!