Reviving Titus

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I hate.
I hate.
I hate.

What? That's it, I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHAT. I just feel hate. There, stabbing at my weak heart.

Today.
Bus driver was moving at such a slow pace, I SWORE that I could run faster than that eeeeee 243G. Mum says swearing is not good. Well here, I don't give a a flying banana (if there ever is such a thing). I hate that.

Wei Ling left me. *Maisy sobs here* She left me alone again to take the bus on my own! All cos I was being tardy as usual. I hate that.

At the Interchange. I had the urge to pee. I hate that.

In bus 30. I hate being alone. At times. Cos at other times I hate everyone and I honestly have no idea why. I just feel like pissing everyone off all at one go. And then just go emo one corner. And that's what I hate about me. I hate that.

On the upper deck of 30. I chose a seat beside the glass. Soon after, unfortunately, a man sat beside me. When men sit they open their legs real wide and take up most of the space. And so I had a really uncomfortable ride to school. I hate that.

At school. I had the urge to pee again. So I left Wei Ling alone to relieve myself. I walked to the toilets near the study corner. The Ambulant Disabled cubicle that was the only cubicle that supplied toilet paper, unfortunately for me, was occupied. So being urgent I walked outside briskly to grab some toilet paper. And when I got back in, guess what. The Occupant of the Ambulant Disabled Cubicle was out. I had the time to grr at her (I know, it wasn't entirely her fault) before I 'jogged' to the cubicle. I hate that.

Then in the ADC I had to try to pee with as minimum noise as possible. This was because I felt paiseh to pee so loudly and so carefree-ly in the presence of strangers outside the ADC. So I made a mental note to myself to master the art of whisper-peeing. I hate that.

After the daily routine of morning assembly, was *Maisy sighs* Higher Malay. I dread it. I really do. I obtained (shockingly) a 51 mark out of 70. Shahirah was 10 points above me. But what do I care. I didn't do as bad as I predicted before. But ohwell, I have to admit that I did feel a tiny twinge of envy. I hate that.

Then, Biology period. Mdm Soh failed to turn up. I assumed that the class test would be postponed. Hence I was wrong. This teaching dude that I've seen before on 30 filled her position for the day instead. Anyway, in the end, we decided to take the test after assembly. I attempted to read Biology. But to no avail. Deep down inside, I know I will still do badly. So I gave up. And tried making Shahirah (I know, evil right?) to do so too. I hate that.

In the end. After Biology test I wept inside. I have a sinking feeling Dad will strangle me again. Cos Biology is Dad's favourite I guess, since he studies Health and all. And he remembers that i told him that I will CHIONG! for EOYs. CHIONG! was the word I used. Lol. And now..oh man. Triple Science is really hard work. I hate that.

At home now. Am thinking of Mrs Margaret Loh (random?) and the way she teaches everyday. There should be more teachers like her. I swear, I will miss her the most when I leave school in the next two years. She is the kind who just somehow..makes you wanna be her top student, cos you really wanna impress her, you want her to feel proud of you, of what she has mould you to be, intelligent at mind and heart. Rarely are there teachers like her.
Great I feel a part of my eyes twitching. I hope I won't tear up. I hate that. Or maybe it's cos the waft of onions coming from the kitchen...



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